Satan can kiss it!

It seems that I am having the biggest inner conflict of my life right now. Satan has found a foothold and he's holding on tight. I'm not giving details but I can say it's never been this difficult. My mind wanders for merely a second, and there I am thinking about it. I can't get it out of my mind and it's so hard. This lesson is definitely not an easy one. God gives each and everyone one of us our own chance to shine. I have always felt like I had to live in the shadows of everyone else. Growing up a very shy little girl, everyone shined except for me, or so I felt. Now I'm learning I will get my chance, I have shined in the past, and will shine again in the future, on God's time. It is not my time that matters, but His and that's always been so hard. I don't know why this has impacted me so much, maybe because it makes me feel so vulnerable, a feeling which I thought I had overcome. I spent a lot of time in the Word on sunday, finding reassurance and hope, and there's so much of it there! I am combatting satan left and right and could not do it without the grace of God. Your prayers are much needed and appreciated and there is hope, I will shine again someday, but I finally learned...it's not about me.

finally

I made my first 100 on an acccounting test last week. Praise God. It was all Him.

new pics up finally....

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/radredhead123/my_photos

Easter 2006